Complaints vs. Thankfulness Pt. 2 - Unworthy

Despite the bad times
The wrong choices
The betrayals and the pain
Somehow there are these moments...
Filled with laughter and joy
Sometimes right in the middle of pain

Other times I remember
How my life was preserved and enhanced
But by luck... chance... favor
Someone rescues me, another warns
Something keeps me from going over the ledge
And I continue to move forward

At this time I acknowledge
That it took less than this for others
Their lives ended and all their dreams died
Yet, despite some bad choices - I'm okay
I'm a product of Grace, Favor, Dumb luck?
Clearly, I have a reason to be thankful